Sunday, May 21, 2006 cheryl from URL @ 5:33 PM i think i am adopted .. yar .. i am .. like my parents and my whole of my family treats my sis friend more important and closer lilke part of their family.. okies yar .. i am jealous ... so what .. early in the morning when they are about to have breakfast out .. at some hawker thingy ... they did not even greet or talk to me or even asked me out for breakfast but ask HER instead like talk to her like REAPLCING her into my seat .. great .. like my mum and dad and bro and sis done a great job .. oNly coming to me when they do need help only asking me where i am going BUT NO CONCERN .. like they do to that GIRL ... ooo is is bcos she helped my brother and my sister in chinese bcos she is from china .. ahhh .. like my mummy even allow her to sleepover at MY house like for how long??? my parents allow my sis to go out to other countries with her friends for some rubbish stuff . WHILE I CANT ... oo so what does this means?? sometimes when i wanna invite my friend home ..SHE SAYS NO .. okies .. fine .. my sis friend can come like everydae or any time she like .. even a sleepover .. why .. WHY?? this is so unfair .. i woke up this morning like so early bcos of the noise they made .. like in the past .. like 2 to 3 days ago .. when my school exams just begin , she come to my house almost everydae .. making so much noise .. so like when she comes to my house i got to go out of my house in order not to be disturbed .. so unfair .. my mummy scolds me for even talking about that .. i totally feel like an outsider .. sometimes i just really wish i can or will be able to get out of my house on night and never return .. YAR .. maybe i should do just that .. i am having a AMATHS test tomorrow so i woke up and went to jurong realising that shawn will not be going when he said that his cousins are at his house .. i sat there to do my work and stuff like that .. it was really getting so cold so i went all the way back to tiong baru long john silver to study .. after learning 3 chapters i decided to walk around . i checked that cd shop again happily .. then walked around and went home .. upon reaching home , i saw my mum and bro at the lift .. they were going out with HER .. so i was at the lift and they never even greet me .. i have nothing to say ..like i am so argh ..AHHH ... but like when i think about the high society , i really turned the cries to a little small smile .. =( ---> =) ... jk .. not really though .. I AM ALL ALONE SO leave me alone .. thank u
CHERYL
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