CHERYL

Sunday, May 14, 2006

cheryl from URL @ 5:24 PM

DAMN THOSE SYSTOMS OF EXAMS is just FREAKING PEEPS out ..
FUCK
woah yayaya ... there goes the fucking nagging beeping at your ear ...
phew i dont have
instead i am worrying over $$$
I WANT HIGH SOCIETY CDS ... they are like WOW .. tell u what .. they have from classical .. blues .. jazz .. passion ..musical.. lust .. soul music AND DAmn many more .. I WANT THEM!! ...but one of those cds can cost me like $40 ... ahhhh ... fine .. i will still buy them ... they are like so beautifull .. i guess i gonna get the classical .. passion and musical .. annd i want so many more .. and what .. these 3 albums can cost me $120 ... fuck .. i will still try to save to get them anyway ..
I WANNA CHOP MY HAIR TOO ...
which is gonna cost me like $25 ..
great .. now what .. i am suppse to starve??
got some programmes comin up .. tts worse .. guess what ..
i somehow feel like getting out of them .. i mean .. fuck ..they will scream at me ...
i noe that music and art are like so important to me .. but do u think i like to dissapoint my friends too? NO .. its just so tough ...
money are like fuck ...
if only i got a job .. where my dreams come true and i will be able to get what i am suppose to recieved .. by then money is no problem ...
fuck
i am 15 only
and i am talking about money ... do i even have the POSition to talk about it ....GREAT..now what ...
kill myself and get my family to burn me paper money when i am in hell ... !%#$&$%&*$*@
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY THIS SHIT OUT
LIFE IS JUST MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT HUH .. ISNT IT

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