Monday, October 30, 2006 cheryl from URL @ 10:08 PM heyhey so this afternoon i was using the computer and my mum asked me to join in to watch this show about some dogs ... it kinda remind me of crystal .. the first word that came into my mind wasLOVE.. love is rather painful .. rather saddening .. happy at most times ... its like a saw cutting through ur heart .. u always find urself crying during bad times of ur relationship . however i guess i never experienced it with any human beings before...but it kinda pounce onto me within the relationship with me and crystal ... the thing i realise is .. my life is worthy of hers ... suicide did ever came across me bcos of her .. i mean humans do tt to humans too right i cry and kept myself alone for days .. i kept crying when she was sent off to some people .. i try to travel to his house just to get a peep of her ...just for her .. when u love someone .. u do anything ... wow right ... but when u know and u realise whats best for her ... u too feel glad for her in the end ... i misses her loads and lots ... gawd .. .. if only she will be back to me .. though she is really a bad bad girl .. i dont really mind ... when u love someone u dont care what happen or how her personality is ... i will keep missing and loving u , crystal maybe someday .. i will create a song just for my baby ..
much love , cheryl
CHERYL
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